Thursday, May 18, 2023
In Trance
This morning I was having a deep sexual dream - just when I was alone with the girl - got a phone call. Did not answer and set the phone on silent. Yet I woke up and was in a zombie-like trance for an hour. I followed my morning routine and measured BP and it was low - 90/68 or so. I am 77 y.o. and on xeroxat - libido only a memory. I never used to dream. I must be entering a different state, maybe.
Monday, May 15, 2023
Saturday, May 13, 2023
The Invention of the Jewish People
Like every other people and nation, Jews are a mix of different communities. Some communities have no genetic connection with the main tribes (Ashkenazi, Sepharadi) and are probably converts from a long-forgotten event. The Ethiopians for example have no drop of Jewish blood. In Israel, businesses where you can send a sample and they tell you who were your ancestors and if you have unknown brothers and relatives, are totally forbidden. You can send a sample to America and receive information about your American relatives. But not in Israel. I imagine that that is because this information would create severe family conflicts and even ethnic wars, as the Ashkenazi government of the fifties has been accused of arranging the secret adoption of babies of ignorant, semi-retarded, helpless Yemeni immigrants to childless sterilized European women. The intention was to make justice because the Yemenis had too many children that were unable to educate, while the adopted babies would be grown up in educated environments, like a kibbutz. The Social Service is still doing those transfers from addict parents, but it is done through a complicated bureaucratic and judicial process, like in any other Western democracy, but it is possible that during the independence war era, it was done without proper consent.
In our woke time, genetic identification is done super-carefully, except maybe in America, where they are truly honest and non-racists. Finding African ancestors can even help to be accepted into top universities and jobs. Here the idea is that we are one people, all children of Abraham, Itzhak and Yaakov, and it is useless to research further.
Tuesday, May 9, 2023
Stress
Had planned to finish this RGan project on Sunday but I wasted time on other urgent pichifkes and now I am like catatonic and cannot focus on the idiotic project. Maybe God will send me a clear mind and the will to work. Feel bad.
Monday, May 8, 2023
Saturday, May 6, 2023
Disappointment
The market expects ICL Group (ICL) to deliver a year-over-year decline in earnings on lower revenues when it reports results for the quarter ended March 2023. The earnings report is expected on May 10, 2023, and might help the stock move higher if these key numbers are better than expectations. On the other hand, if they miss, the stock may move even lower.
The fact is that today Saturday the stock is sinking. The AI that manages most big funds thinks that ICL will be almost worthless. I am shocked by reality, I had FAITH in POTASH. Where is Mr Doyle who organized the potash cartel years ago?
Thursday, May 4, 2023
Potash market getting used to the war
The Israeli Potash mining company's shares are 20% of my portfolio. The current price is LOWER than the average purchasing price, so I am losing in real terms some 30-40%. Hope the potash market is resuscitating, although the price 422 $ is nothing to be happy about. Last year it was 750 $.
The market is being mismanaged and I am losing money.

