Improductive Week

I am feeling ill all this week. On Saturday night I drank some red wine and felt terrible. Lower back pain to the extent that barely could stand and walk. I got also a bad cold and it developed to a hard ball under the right mandible. I behaved quite stupidly and when T. did not arrive at time, I left without waiting a minute.

In fact I should be feeling well, at long last I owe no more declarations to the taxman and the family is well. I am prospering and flooded with work orders that I cannot fill. Watching the young women at the university and knowing that I am untouchable for them, makes sad and depressed.